~iTs mY eNchaNteD taLe~

2009-03-15T21:43:00.002+08:00

I ALMOST DIED WHEN I HEARD THE SCORE!!!!!

JUST WHEN I THOUGHT ITS GONNA BE A FLOP..

4-1!!!!

I LOVE YOU LIVERPOOOL!!!

AT LAST YOU PROVED many WRONG :))))

MAY THIS VICTORY BE A START TO ENDLESS ONES :)))))

2009-01-13T14:55:00.002+08:00

omg omg!

THANK YOU SO MUCH,

for understanding my feelings
for respecting my decisions
for trusting me

i promise i wont let you down,

i will make you proud

I WILL KEEP UP WITH EVERYTHING,

I LOVE YOU, SO MUCH SO MUCH
NO ONE LIKE YOU, LIKE YOU
I WOULDN'T TRADE YOU WITH ANYTHING IN THIS WORLD :)

Miss Giggles♥ Mac Griddles,
YOU are my mac griddles :p

2009-01-13T11:05:00.001+08:00

FINALLY,
I GOT MY PSP!!!!!!
FREAKING HAPPY!!!!!!

2009-01-09T08:33:00.004+08:00

i had a hearty pizza heart lunch :P
i missed it so much eh,
and talking crap all the while eating!!
fun isnt it?

CHUBBY BUNNY A SUCCESS!!

and i cannot wait for next Wednesday's picnic!
i have my darlings coming wif me,
and their darlings coming also!
and let me give a gentle reminder,
that SIVA and RAJ must must come,
if not they will have to face harsh consequences!!

on a more happier note,
one of my very close friends,
is celebrating her 21st birthday!!!!
though she dont look 21 one bit!
planning a nice sabo for her, just so that it can be memorable! ahem!!!

so much and so,
school is going to end very soon,
sad or happy?
i dont know,

2009-01-06T15:33:00.002+08:00

it's been a week since i am back,
dont ask me why i didnt update eh,
i am indeed caught up in the new year.
before i forget HAPPY 2009 eh,
a year where we will be diploma graduates,
stepping to the working world or further major studys which are left to be conquered
i hope this year will be fruitful one for everyone of us!

summarize about my india trip,
3 weeks was short totally,
i really enjoyed myself,
and yes i ♥ my homeland,
nothing like that ever, :) :P

school had started, 3weeks,17 more days, 11 more lessons is what keeps me going to school.
i simply cant wait, cant wait! have planned to work and have applied to NIE :)
hopefully i get in eh, fyp results out. feeling Lukewarm or abit more than that,
at least it was somewhat expected. hope my results this sem are satisfactory.

2008-12-06T00:00:00.000+08:00

It's gonna be a long i suppose,
so much have been happening around me,
which have left me restless, pathetic and worried & yes sometimes angry,

angry with why things always have to end up this way....
despite the fact that, aft so much of ups and downs, just when the future seemed shining,
one or another leads to an emotional roller coaster, which seems to be never ending

honestly, i don't know if you deserve this,
i have always seen you as a strong girl,
someone who can stay through thick and thin,
little did i know that you were so fragile,
what turned your character this weak?
i really respect seeing you despite all the heartbreaking moments,
staying true to your love, THIS LOVE.
never have i seen you this determined when it comes to your love issues,
seeing you this serious and not getting appreciated is what makes me feel more worried,
i wont blame others for bringing you to this stage,
we don't know what problem they are having, and its not fair to accuse them i realized,
i sincerely hope that the least they do is understand you and open to YOU at least,
just so to make your wait worthwhile, and like they wish for a new beginning
and also for like for claiming to save the r/s
i am going to have my hopes high darling, just for you
i feel that you need some encouragement
after all that harsh words you heard from everyone including me
nevermind, what ever i said,
dont care what others say,
you just stay positive, i am going to too :)
lets all hope that things will change for the better :))

as for Aelfric,
i am so sorry for whatever i had said wrongly,
i did not mean to look what ever you said or did in a pessimistic way,
i got too emotional about my friend like you said,
yes i shouldn't have done that, because you are my friend too
but just imagine if you see your friends going through shit
would you keep quite? even if you do, one day you will just burst,
like how i did?! hmm, sorry da once again.
i really hope you will be back soon,
refreshed, recharged like the hyper happy Aelfric i first talked to..

I dont know if you realize that we miss you, loads and loads.
yes you have a busy life, and many problems where you are facing alone,
to add on, you have a boyfriend whom you have to share your time with,
not going to emphasize on the point that, you suddenly went missing,
perhaps we too had, but where were you when you were most needed?
when you were going through problems,
i believe that you were not abandoned alone to fence for yourslef,
nevermind, thats not the point.
the point is, we are very happy seeing you happy already..
after seeing you suffere for so long, finally can see many smiles on your face,
you are blessed to have met him, who turns out to be really a sweetypie,
we know that he will keep you happy and satisfied, so thats enough da
at one point or another, i guess drifts are inevitable..
but yes, you ask us anytime, WE MISS YOU ALL THE TIME,
THE THOUGHT NEVER GOES AWAY, & YES WE LOVE YOU VERY MUCH :)

and like FINALLY,
after waiting for weeks and days,
i will be flying off to INDIA for my sister's wedding,
6 dec to 31 dec, is like really a long break,
much deserved i think,
i really cant wait to see my family and relatives down there,
its been 3 years since i last saw them,
and a couple of newcomers to the family, my nieces and nephews :)
i am an aunty so soon can?

LOL, going to miss my dearies loads :)
i promise to get some souveniors ok?
i want good news when i come back!
you know what i mean :p

2008-12-05T15:41:00.001+08:00

Happy Holidays to ME!!!
countdown time check : less than 20 hours :)
ROSEY ESCAPE TO INDIA :p
LOL!!!

I CANNOT WAIT CAN?
<3

2008-12-05T09:36:00.002+08:00

Dedicated to my 2 top favorites, thank you :)
MISS HARUNA ELANGOVAN & MR KWAN CHUN SANG

1. explain your relationship status:
Attached :)

2. name a lyric from the last song you listened to:
Hindi, dont know translation

3. what did you wear today?
Tudong wif butterfly brooch, Punjabi suit

4. do you wear contact lenses or glasses?
none

5. how many windows are open on your computer?
3 windows

6. what are you doing after this?
2nd breakout, gonna watch movie

7. where did you get the shirt you are wearing?
Geylang serai

8. do you like to cuddle?
aww, sure i love to..

9. which one of your cousins is closest to you in age?
Neesha Jabbar

10. do you like someone? does his/her name start with A, B, D, K, M, C, or J?
YES. Ansari <3

11. do you like hugs?
Willingly

12. are you a loud person?
its like thunder

13. look to your left, what do you see?
Laptops, chargers, door

14. what is one thing you would love to happen tomorrow?
seeing MY FAMILY!!!

15. would your parents be mad if you came home smashed?
200% Dead

16. have you ever had a crush on your siblings friend?
Never

17. does it matter to you if your bf/gf smokes?
i would mind for their health sake

18. do you think you have made a difference in anyone's life?
It would be nice if i had..

19. is there a guy/girl that knows everything or mostly every thing about you?
my closest friends, him

20. who was that last person you had a phone call longer than 7 minutes?
Nazreen

21. how often do you hold back from saying what you are thinking?
All the time, didnt had a chance to

22. last serious hug?
yesterday :P

23. would you ever dye your hair blonde?
why not, but first let it grow first

24. is something bothering you?
Yes. she knows

25. has anyone ever told you that you have pretty eyes?
Not that i know

26. do you believe that you can change for someone?
Well, very much.

27. what time woke you up this morning?
6.15 am

28. would you go back in time to change something?
my mother's diabetes

29. is it hard leaving people behind?
ALWAYS hard

30. what are you excited for?
My trip tomorrow for my sis wedding :)))

31. who was the last missed call from?
Ans Chellam

32. what was the last thing you spent your money on?
Milk Tea & chicken drumlets

33. is there one song that reminds you of the whole summer?
April Mathathil..

34. what are you doing right now?
typing?

35. can you handle the truth?
i have to right?

36. how's your life lately?
Lovey Dovey LOVE

37. when's the last time you did something you knew was wrong?
Lying about something

38. do you hate being alone?
i dont mind, part of me

39. where were you last night?
At my comfy bed

40. last non-alcoholic beverage consumed?
Milk Tea

41. think back to the last person you held hands with, would you kiss them?
I wont think twice

42. when did you first get Myspace?
Boo myspace

43. are you drifting away from any friends?
Nopes, i cannot bear to

44. what are you listening to?
Krishana Dasi- Sigaram Paarthaai

45. what are you doing tonight?
Finish off last min packing,

46. does the last person who put their arm around you mean anything to you?
I share my Life with him.

47. are you wearing socks?
No

48. do you have anything in your pockets right now?
No

49. who's your last text from?
Ans Chellam

50. are you comfortable with answering personal questions?
Sometimes

51. ever kissed someone who smokes?
Never before

52. someone on your mind right now?
Haruna

53. would you consider yourself to be spoiled?
Nopes

54. who was the last person to sit on your bed?
Me of course!

55. where were you at 2:02 this morning?
dreaming in sleep

56. did you go to sleep last night smiling?
i dont know

57. anyone told you a secret this week?
I dont think so

58. when was the last time you bought something?
Last week

59. do you play an instrument?
Nopes

60. what's your favourite number? list down the people you would like to sabo according to you favourite number.

1

I am a kind soul who dont wish to SABO though :)

Happy 3rd Year!!! :)

2008-12-04T09:28:00.000+08:00

Time really flies,
it's my 3rd year anniversary with you..
we known each other for 4 years already,
you have become an inevitable part of my life.
the bond we share is becoming stronger each year,
i am glad that you are here with me this very minute,
and will always be there for me..
i believe in our love, our destiny!!
my LOVE for you is INFINITE darling :)

Love is nothing,
Without a kiss.
Love is everything,
When you feel like this.
Love is precious,
When they mean everything to you.
Love is painful,
When they're not with you.
Love is priceless,
The true kind can't be bought.
Love is life...
When it's all you've got.

Happy 3rd year anniversary dear,
Love loads :)

2008-12-03T20:23:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday to my dearest!!!!!
you know i love you :P
<3 <3<3<3<3<3<3

2008-12-01T21:49:00.003+08:00

Yay saw siva after so long, Haruna jealous of us :P

thanks to Haruna, who got me hooked to the random quizzes,
the responses are amazingly funny, till we were laughing like some jack asses. lol
i shall not say anything about the answers, hahaha
lucky only 2 of us in class if not, i think we would have been chased out...

anyway i tried some of the other quizzes,
one was very interesting :)
so i thought about blogging it,
click on the quiz tittle to try out :P

What Movie Is Your Love Life Like?

Your Love Life is Like Casablanca

"Kiss me. Kiss me as if it were the last time."

For you, love is never finished. If you've loved someone once, you'll always love them.

You're an old fashioned romantic... even if your relationships don't end up as romantic as you'd like.

Your love style: Traditional and understated

Your Hollywood Ending Will Be: Complicated and ambiguous

I love the many moments, we are spending together :)
i really dont know what i would do without you,
you know me inside out, like no one ever does,
i love the fact that, no matter what, i can turn to you and burst out,
be it in anger, in disappointment, in humiliation or just pure love :)
you wont make me feel inferior, like how others do sometimes.
your support mean ALOT to me darling,
my I LOVE YOU means loads :)

2008-11-30T17:03:00.003+08:00

rotting at home, really rotting!
nothing to do, and it is soo boring!!
loading some movies, which dont seem to load any sooner though,

i AM BORED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

cannot wait for next sat, i will be flying off.yipppe!!!!!!

2008-11-28T23:15:00.004+08:00

i miss haruna,
loads and loads,
not seeing her face does have a major impact on me, really

UT was a killer man.
grades will be killer too i think!

so rj question of the day.
which supernatural power will you like to have?
i said mind reading like sookie.
i wonder what others would want to have?
especially my escuadra,siva, veena all?
might turn out to be interesting eh :)

anyways,
i found this webby.
which nasri and cs claim they have seen,
well, its a vampire name genarator,
you type in your full name choose your gender.
and tada, your vampire name appears!!
they give you the meaning and your role also :P

here is mine,

Fairose Begum

The Great Archives determine you to have gone by the identity:
Gwendolyn du Coudray

Known in some parts of the world as:
Venus of All Hallows

The Great Archives Record:
This one prays to a God who does not listen.

you want to know yours?
go on, click here !!!
try okays?
its fun.

ps: true blood lovers, dont get intimidated by vampirism though:P

2008-11-26T21:03:00.003+08:00

FYP was all good :)
well maybe for the very first one, who screwed us mildly.
but 5 over 6, all positive, nothing much to worry about eh :P
and i think Shaun is cool, talking cock with us instead of letting us present la
bugger said we shall go for lunch next wednesday :)
sure going to miss him!
even now i cant believe FYP is over :P

Banquet Chicken Rice was heaven :)
it was a good treat to relieve the stress eh,
more more okay?
met veena aft that, for a short while only though
haruna and veena left shortly
while i left wif nessa darling.

i dont have any rights i think.

2008-11-25T22:08:00.002+08:00

yay! finally the FYP big day eyyy!
though i am not as nervous as the previous time,
i cant for tomorrow to be over, then its OVER!!
yes yes yes!!!!

class today was a bore, with eqautions and math about pollution?
wtf, its lame coz none of us are really gonna calculate what damn shit it is polluted with.
lolz, the faci is nice, so yea worth going class just for her :)

&& i am loading TWILIGHT movie
jsut wish it could load faster, then i can watch it after presentation tomorrow,
it will be a nice relaxant though i still have true blood finale to catch up with
stupid com laggs halfway and its irritating!

and my right thumb is swollen due to extensive ps2
which i know is bad but i really need to finish the races,
so that keeps me going, and yea i am almost there,
a total of 2 hours spent on ps2 everyday after school :P
need for speed is love <3

2008-11-24T14:56:00.001+08:00

GUESS WAY?
POSTER is going to be printed today :)
i am proud of my K- TOWN!!!

Let's Rock the presentation yea:)

2008-11-24T10:40:00.002+08:00

i thought i really need to blog about Haruna's house visit.
what shall i say?

it was a splendid one,
main specialty: Her mummy cooking!! shiok can?
and ya, she said that she will share the recipes with me :)
yay yay !

and it was delight to see all the others out there,
nessa looked pretty with the make up,
and first time i saw shakthee in full indian tradition doll like that :P
veena and haruna were wearing same kind of designer Punjabi suits, nice
sarah sweet as always, even though she and nessa were wearing casual..
the guys come like going market like that lor, why ah? lol

did i mention?
Haruna's Bros are SO CUTE !!!!
like mini harunas like that, and they were on a mission to win her in UNO!
so cute la, the way they do undertable work!!!
her family is so warm and loving especially her mum,
a feeling like can open up to her that kind...

i kept loosing at the games,
and nasri keep emphasizing that i will lose, and i did!!!
paiseh laa....

haha, in the end i had an amazing time!
i love my escuadra, veena and raj is a sweety pie!!!
right now i cant wait for the fyp to be over :)
and we have a lunch to celebrate that,
plus nasri's birthday dinner :)
YAY!

PS: pictures, not with me:)
look around k?
lol

2008-11-13T09:55:00.002+08:00

so you just fly off,
and dont even call to let me know that you landed safely?
disappointed wif you guys. i dont think a freaking call will hurt ur freaking egos.
Home alone forever izzit?

irritated in class,
faci said no food in class
i am not paying attention either
not concentrating in class
editing report, which i dont know how to
in an empty classroom now blogging
if being alone is not enough,
right i will never get tired of it
a fucking ut later,
donno wat i am typing
pissed,
i miss haruna, i need her right now
realized that i am too dependant on her already

bla bla bla,
trust me i can go whining
but i rather keep shut
and let the anger out

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liek i said i donno wat i am typing!
:s

2008-11-09T17:05:00.002+08:00

a stressed week ahead,
and not slightly worried even
more like i am not bothering myself with the dumb report
will be done by today, hopefully i can mail the draft to shaun by tomorrow yea

and i am missing my lovely girls
like loads and loads.
&& i wished i was there at V's Sakura Meetup :(
i missed them too :)
nvm, soon soon another day okay?

i believe i have to do something about my blog:

1) post regularly
2) change blogskin
3) again post regularly
4) maintain, without going missing every other day

LOL. see how la
no mood also
lalalalalalallalalalall

2008-11-05T21:24:00.000+08:00

i love when its a classic girls meet up :)))
veena, haruna and shakthee came over,
supposed to go east coast, where they were planning to drink
brainwashed them to come bedok :P
i loved the surprise ben&jerry's darlings!!!!
thank you loads and loads :)
i had to chase them halfway though, sorry ok?
nonetheless, it is always truckloads fun when seeing them :)
the lovely girls whom i treasure
love love love love love love <3

report is like so-so getting done,
though not active like nessa all
lol, if she was in the same team i will steal her report lor
:P

and chun sang also! who finished i think!
UNFAIR.

i dont have inspiration,
or is that just an excuse
whatever!!!!!!!!!!

2008-11-04T00:16:00.003+08:00

will things never ever change?
you proved me wrong again
i swear, for one freaking moment, i felt so relieved and truckloads glad
but you just have to break it, don't you?

somehow you dont understand that my whole life is a fake infront of you
i cannot be myself.
i cannot tell you how i am feeling.
i am faking it like i am happy
deep down, i am so angry
so very hurt
WHY, is the only word i can ask myself

and why is that sorrow loves to built up in my heart?
i try to let it go,
just cannot find a moment,
or at least a person whom i can share to
i badly wish for i had a soulmate confidante right now,
someone who'll provide me a listening ear,
and lend me a shoulder to cry on
very badly.

thinking of deleting this blog thingey.
wats the use anyway?

2008-11-02T14:52:00.003+08:00

it may have been a small thing, it mattered the world to me.it made me differentiate the people around me sometimes even the smallest things matters its not easy to not to think so much, now for whatever reason, i will never look at them the same way! looks like some minor issue blown up eh? nopes, i didnt blow up neither did i do anything just stating the true facts, about how i feel.

13 more days, and one stupid presentation.
i am over with the fyp crap.

appavae, i sensed you,
ippavae, i understood you my love.
eppothumae, you are my only priority.

2008-10-31T01:11:00.002+08:00

i had a blast with all the bitches at my house :)
real blast!

only thing,
the purpose of report doing was not met,
i havent even touch it let alone finishing it
donno why i got no mood
dont ask.

something is missing i think
or i can feel
makes me feel guilty sometimes,
angry and helpless sometimes,
why?
what can i do?
i want to go missing.right now.

2008-10-21T22:11:00.002+08:00

i miss watching movies now days,
too much of dramas everyday which makes me hard to follow the latest flicks.
depressing, especially for a movie maniac like me.
damn, i should stop getting caught in the ~~drama~~ mania..

and did i mention about my sore eyes?
it got real bad just now...
time for a visit to the doctor, i donno why i dont feel like seeing one either
its like sometimes, you just want to rott sick rather than get cured?
LOL.

and FYP tomoro,
second last lab :) is the only inspiration!
the thought of getting done and over with it...
nice.

what will you do,
when you feel that,
you are not doing your part in love?

2008-10-20T09:04:00.002+08:00

I AM A HAPPY PUMPKIN TODAY!!!!!!!!!!!

i believe things are getting much much better :)
and its a whole new dimension in life
though i think its a little too early,
guess its the F word,
decided to go with the flow,
and appreciate the better...

i am glad, you are there with me
and yes, i love you more than you can imagine :)
hearts darling, all over :P

back to school,
i just cannot believe that i got B for Dietary supplements UT. ( i won RAYMOND. FOR ONCE)
an inspiration for me to start going to that class, like after skipping 4 lessons of it :))))
and must faithfully keep up with non-skipping attitude too :P

FYP is still hanging in the air,
logbooks need to be submitted to Shaun, by this WEEK.
good thing is that, lab is finishing latest by the holidays.
which means, its report doing time AND
it hits my head, that i HAVE NOT even TOUCHED my logbook,
let alone, student portal and REPORT!!!
too caught up in house mania i guess.

MUST DO FYP, MUST DO FYP, MUST DO FYP, MUST DO FYP!!
ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!MUST MUST COMPLETE FYP!!!!!!!!

2008-10-14T10:45:00.001+08:00

the pain is just too much....
empty and lonely
missing the ever sweet nostalgia
living by the memories.

2008-10-09T09:29:00.002+08:00

i feel extremely guilty that, i cannot be the real me when i am with you...
i don't want to be an illusion baby,
i promise, i won't let anything else take over you
not anymore,
if spending all my attention on you is what you want,
so be it, you got it..
there are some things i have to sacrifice for that,
i am not being given a choice, but
i love you, so that's about it

i really hope the little things which i cant do anymore,
will not affect anything else,
it may sound easy, but for me, they are big deals...
somehow, you still understand right?

Rare Moments, where my emotions are jumbled up over many things..
one thing is for sure, you cant let your emotions take over you,
somehow you need to take over them,
if you don't, trust me, getting controlled by your emotions,
result in vast consequences, and there is no point brooding over something which is already done.
good or bad, go with the flow..
to a certain someone who will know, what is this hack about..

2008-10-02T09:03:00.002+08:00

HAPPY EID MUBARAK,
to all my fellow Muslims.

Festive day was supposedly, a blast.
great time spent with my family and loved one :)
though certain visits got onto my nerves,
all in all, still a joyous occasion
if only i can stay like this all while..

i have soooo much to blog about yesterday,
but rather keep it to myself,
adds to my most pleasant memories :)))))

Another sweet dream...

I light a candle every night
Sending wishes to my angels above
Keep him safe this man I love
Watch over him and show your light
Let him know
As I close my eyes to sleep
I am in his arms as I dream

2008-09-29T16:41:00.003+08:00

i am already in festive mood,
Raya is right down this weds!!!
how fast can it get?
i wanna take the rest of the week off :P

damn the uts, i have one on thurs :s
think optimistic, no more fasting, so can go lunching :D
and of course my collection$$$
another of at least 36 hours more...

HAPPY RAYA PREPARATION FOR FELLOW MUSLIMS :)

something special coming up for October 12,

2008-09-25T23:40:00.005+08:00

gosh, its back to crazy fyp season. AGAIN.
and sorry cs, for making you count colonies alone. lol
didn't meant to busted you ok?

another day of aimless,nothing to do day :P
but the best part, meeting new people
it bangs on me, that only once in a while i meet new souls
so much to life and so much learn,
here am i, tied down by a certain something
helpless, looking on, learning loads from the lives of people around me
the irony is, i will never get to experience a NORMAL life.

Flattery and insults raise the same question: "What do you want?"

it's rather too late to regret, after damage is done"

2008-09-22T23:32:00.003+08:00

a very long and tiring day,
felt very droopy right from the moment i exited the mrt,
lack of sleep i guess, haiz not my fault i cant sleep though :P

today was one of the noisy-easy-fun class la,
pollution control with haruna and shakthee :)
those 2 asses skipped class halfway,
the urge was high, but i didnt want to miss the easy lesson,
i stayed :)))

Haruna went to meet veena and siva,
sad i couldnt join in with the fun,
2nd time missed meeting him,
promise a next round k?
good boy:)
and i missed the idiots from the moment they left,
felt even more dread in class la,
some more, CS dalda, supposed to come school today,
wats more, we were all same team -.-

randomly, nessa came and mentioned the wed date :)
another random excitement :P
i bet she cant sleep for nuts lor..
right nessa?

and did i mention about our mini fyp meeting,
supposedly for our items, which is badly needed before wednesday..
haiz, somehow fyp turns me off :P
serious.

finally school ended,
got outta school asap,
i was going tekka for break fast,
yummy thosai was just what i needed,
the sudden urge, and glad it got fulfilled.
not knowing, haruna and gang were also there la,
just got to know that info :P

i feel like killing my reasoning faci,
that bloody butch,
gave me a my first C in the year,
because of my dim sum team!!
mfcb!!!!!!!

and i found out the reason for my dread mood,
menses came today, which means i cant fast -.-
sad, i thought my menses can wait,
its only one more week of fasting laaa.
haiz!!

MOOD: tired!!!!!

2008-09-22T16:12:00.001+08:00

omg.
self edited new skin :)
will try to update by tonight,

right now,
cant wait for the dinner outing for break fast :)
loves,

2008-09-18T11:36:00.003+08:00

i so know that i cant go to NUS or NTU,
i wished my GPA was like above 3.5 or something
and i have classmates telling me, not to have my hopes flying high -.-
too late to realize it hey"
yes smarty, you can definately have a high class seat waiting at NUS,
specially made-to-order for your candy ass!!
people here, are trying to alter certain things which is a matter of LIFE & DEATH!
and here, you are trying to boast your-oh-so-high GPA!

ironically,
a mere imagination of my future,
application to universities, say NTU( NUS is like up there in the heavens ok!!)

Name:Fairose Begum

Institution: Republic Polytechnic --> 1st turn off

Diploma in Pharmaceutical Sciences

GPA: <> IMMEDIATE REJECT

-application is crushed, thrown into the dustbin beside.

Omy, after 3 yrs in RP, if something like THAT happens, (prone to happen)
i admit its solely my fault, maybe he is right,
its too late to realize this?
perhaps i should have imagined this damn thingey the moment i entered RP?
how i regret, for letting my dad's hopes crushed like this

so sorry, i didnt mean to whine about my performance,
i cant think of anything else,
the thought of my future hanging with no support,
just makes me go mad, i cant even sleep peacefully!

i am just preparing myself for the reality,
if private is the only option i am left with,
considering that even the thought of going overseas is a sin(according to my family)
FINE!i will make do, with the bloody private unis in sg,
alright?

2008-09-17T00:16:00.001+08:00

i love you mummy!
and daddy too:)
and not forgetting you ass, nazreen!
heheheh!

dont wrry mum,
i am sure your health will improve over time.
really really, promise ma.
inshyallah :)

2008-09-15T08:31:00.000+08:00

walking up the ramp, when fasting is not good.
it leaves me panting like pink panther -.-

2008-09-14T22:55:00.002+08:00

i keep thinking of graduation.

and life after graduation...
what has future in store for me?
i don't know...
i leave it all to Allah..
inshayallah.

2008-09-12T22:42:00.001+08:00

Today was quality friends only time :)
really enjoyed myself, and there was not one bit of guiltiness for skipping class..
a lot of hush-hush secrets shared, letting one another into their own lives,
i truly believe that friends are the only one whom you can trust enough to share EVERYTHING..

love you darlz, i really donno what i'do without you :)
i dont care if we are gonna graduate and not see each other everyday,
i dont care if you get hitched and spend time with your bf every other day,
but i will still treasure our times together :D

after hanging aorund, we visited veena's house for ONAM festive,
i had never seen a mansionatte before, it was really nice place,
sad that they are moving out, her parents were very warm
really liked the atmosphere in her house :)
seeing her mum hanging on the phone speaking malayalam was funny,lol

there was a mini-drama awaiting me, after i left her house.
spare the details, though haruna knows :P
thanks baby, and i haven't forgotten about our new book,
1001 lies for parents/bf/teachers/friends
editors wanted: one fav choice, Nasri :P

2008-09-10T14:02:00.004+08:00

Monday:

class was really fun, since it was mostly known faces:)
first time same class with CS too..
faci is one sweet face, a softy in character and pretty too,
and i have to really admit,
that Pollution Control is one the easiest slack modules in SAS
finally a easy module, finally some scores for the GPA :)

met praveena darling at school,
stayed around for a while wif haruna,
somehow it really sucks to see,
2 of my closest frens going through real shitt,
whats more, nothing much can be done except let time take its course.
i really hope they will find real happiness soon.
but then again, i believe that the wait is worthwhile coz
you can really understand them over time,
and at least there is hope to turn things back right the next time round..
haiz,

Tuesday:

supposed to go for elective module,
but plans were made for meeting up with secondary school frens,
and obviously got cocked up,
nonetheless, though some didnt turn up,
i enjoyed myself, talking crap with the guys:)
caught a tamil movie, reall nice i say..
a whole suspense thriller, my favourite of all times :))
thereafter, wandered around bugis..
shopped a bit, some great findings :D
tiring but fun day heh!

ps:i still feel guilty for missing Reasoning's first lesson though
i am thankful, that i fasted at least, if not i would have missed that too laa

Today:

so here am i at shop now,
woke up only around 11,
guess what, i am preparing for break fast today :))
and i cant believe that today is already the 10th laa,
soon the whole thirty will be over, inshyallah..

and there's something about my mood these days,
i get hyper too easily, weird but its a good thing actually,
at least i dont loose my cool that easily coz of this :P

2008-09-07T20:51:00.002+08:00

i am proud,
why?
i have been an obedient student, :)
who is studying :D
even my mum noticed lor.
LOL

and notice how fast time is flying nowadaes?
its already one week after fasting incl tonight..
soon it will be hari raya, i simply cant wait for festive season!!
its always exciting esp the visiting ad stuff :)

finally,
yes i am bored!!!!
did i mention, tats y i am blogging!!!
hahaha, i think i am going crazy crazy :)
and its a good think actually :P

2008-09-04T21:20:00.002+08:00

First Day of school,
i am quite dread due to fasting though..
nonetheless its quite all about testing one's patience
so i am thankful that i can tahan much:)

yes thank you RP system,
thanks for giving me a new class everyday to hop on-.-
and best still i have to put up with year 2s' for todays class!
like seriously wth. did i mention?
i have classes in different blocks everyday!!
E4, E2,W5 ...haiz. irritating!
just imagine if i go to the wrong class for UT!
gone case can-.-

other than those tiny weeny complaints, i have there.
i am actually looking forward to successfully complete my third 3 yr wif a little ease.
just plainly ignoring the fact that, FYP is waiting around the corner to haunt me.
yes, it can wait. i so gonna go with the flow for it.

just a random thought,
i wish my fairy godmother will appear this very moment,
and do some magic to my past/present/future grades,
obviously to the better of course.
do you think that can happen?
pom! there goes my wish, its as though the reality needle poked it burst.
ayyy. a miracle thats all i can expect for now, not to just graduate but with quality to be specific.
enough, studies already give me headaches, i dont wanna add on!

* historical religious facts are interesting me nowadays.
i like what i am becoming into,
it's as if i am transporting to another new world of my own,
where my insecurities seem to vanish,
and i like that secure feeling, when i can strongly feel Allah is with me.
or rather i am with him.
they dont just say, God is Gracious for nothing right?

2008-08-21T00:44:00.001+08:00

hey hey hey,
dead much?
a come back soon,
how soon i dont know....

2008-08-12T22:39:00.002+08:00

i hate. -.-'
don't ever think you can get away with it.
you know why? cause i believe god's watching.

SEOUL GARDEN TOMORROW :)
i want! i love!

last day of school, so saddening :(
and juggling with friends is one hard part you know..
i try to balance better alright?
i hope i don't offend either side.
its rather irritating to be the middle one,
understand please. i am also normal human being :)

here, i am gonna miss you guys :)

-Escuadra
-Haruna
-Sumathi
-Raabi
-Shamini
-w56Q peeps

enjoy your holidays eh <3

loves,
Rosey

~~i can see our future bright ahead,~~
~~our happy times~~

2008-08-08T14:55:00.000+08:00

i am going JB after class :)
sambal stingray, here i come!!!!!!!

2008-08-06T23:55:00.000+08:00

i visited my baby cousin today :)
call it crazy to visit someone at 10pm,
but we missed him so much,
& finally decided to throw a short visit :P
really enjoyed myself, just seeing him blabber in baby language is soo adorable :)

we reconciled:)
and i am in la-la land again.LOL
but the thing wif guys is,
they have this chauvinistic aura,
stuck wif them like glue,
and i am like clueless,
when they are gonna get into crazy-fucktard-mode AGAIN.

oh. and no my fyp grade didnt change.
not much of a big deal though,
nvm, at least it's a fair share of the pie now eh.

&& sometimes when i see your face,
i just prefer to look away,
rather than fake it like how you do always...
DAMN. it just eerks me man.
oh ya. no offense eh, seriously.
yes, now i can LOL.

2008-08-05T21:47:00.001+08:00

class today was damn fun :P
did not expect lab to be so fun and slack at the same time,
and we played this game, where the winning team can ask the other team anything they want to know about each team member personally la, it was fun but not as fiery as i expected though:)
nonetheless, i realize i had become very confortable with my present class :))
definately going to miss them, i wont be in the same specialization track with you guys...
i chose a alternate track for the sake of my GPA, i dont want to take any risks eh.

break wif Escruada after a long time,
as usual, nasri and his asshole jokes:P
and i did't know that singapore had submarines lor,
and i kenna for that like what fark. major shoot :P
esp, nessa got the style of not talking anything,
and the look she gave was very, HAIZ(i give up on you) + SARCASTIC -look
Aiyo,sorry la ppl, i self admit i am slow :P

If there is one person, whom i can disturb without disturbing me back,
Shamini of course, someone who i can just talk crap, crap and anything crappy!!!
i am glad, I hope we can end up in the same elective next sem.
imagine if we + haruna= Massive fun+ less concentration in class.
serious, thats how much we distract each other wif our disturbia moments:P

this semester is going to end :(
gagagagagga....

2008-08-04T23:29:00.000+08:00

class today was damn slacko la,
the lab management faci, so sweet :)
she treated the class to pizza hut lunch treat :P
yummy much? definately gonna miss her loads :(

UT today was not all that hard:)
tomoro's one is a killer though,
prepared to die anw..lol

went back home wif haruna dearie,
missed her so much, and we talked,
alot i should say, about certain things happening in our lives
being with her, is like a rejanuvating oneself accompanied by laughter therapy also!!!!!
i so adore her, i donno what i would do without you..muaksss:)))

so much for enjoying myself in school,
things just took a turn, for the bad of course, at home.
i donno wat's wrong with you,
its getting too outta hand alrite?
talking out stuffs with you is pointless,
you being you, haiz, its just useless.
i have so much to reason,
but would you understand? i doubt seriously.
i had enough, just leave me alone will you?
everytime, we are on the verge of some lovey dovey part of life,
you just have to leave me teary eyed? why must i deserve this?

i just need to be alone.
please,

2008-08-04T10:26:00.003+08:00

i didnt touch my lappy, during the weekends.
and when you come back on monday,
it looks like there are a lot of missing updates, blogs particularly.
LOL

weekends are just so piled up nowadays,
with my sis prelims going on, i am helping my family out in the shop.
argh, real tiring and draining when weekends are supposed to like resting days
but i cannot be so selfish, sleeping like a pig while the others are slogging out..
thats family business, TIRING MUCH!!!

North Indian Dinner with family yesterday nite
best, best :))

and i am worried dead about my mum,
she is getting sicklier nowadays,
and i donno whether she is imaignig too much, when she says her Heart is paining,
and i am VERY WORRIED, THAT MY HEART SKIPS A BEAT!!!!
inshallah, everything goes well for you mummy,
i dont wanna even imagine a world without...
hmm i dont even wanna say it!!!
hopefully the tests turn out positive
fingers crossed. inshallah!

what would you do,
when you realize,
the Spark had died off?

2008-08-01T08:47:00.002+08:00

Morning,

i just found out that there are so many dead links in my blog :/
& i need a new blogskin!!!!

i am not feeling well, i cant eat and the urge is totally gone.
thanks to my stomcah upset, even drinks make me attached to the toilet!
my mum gave up hope on me, after seeing the amount of time i am spending in the toilet,
both at school and home. have a weeny tweedy bit of pityness in me, i am suffering down here!
and now i am having all the cravings in the universe to eat this and that!
when i cant! no matter what! AND THE SAMBAL STINGRAY is like the top of my list!!!!!!!!!

2008-07-31T10:36:00.002+08:00

no moood to come class today!!!!!!
but still dragged myself to class,
only to find, only one other escruada attending today:)

and i am having my pms!
like fuck like that! simply intolerable!

and i donno wat else to blog :P

tata <3

2008-07-29T18:35:00.002+08:00

SHOCKED.PISSED. SCARED.

overshadowing my little happiness within minutes.

speechless, with guilt.

2008-07-28T10:38:00.002+08:00

sorry guys, for the lack of updates.

just a random time-check,
and this semester is ending in another 2 weeks!

SAKURA, i cant wait :)
wif ESCRUADA peeps <3
and our much waited chalet like finally,
planning in process, hopefully i can stay overnight!!!!

theres loads of stuffs that needs to be done during the holidays,
fyp inclusive, we need to start early so that we dont go frantic towards the last moments.
and yes we need your bloody cooperation, half the time i know we are not gonna get it
i wont care less though :)

other than that,
UT 4's are coming,
so i'm off to study:)
i am really studying ok!!!

2008-07-21T23:10:00.002+08:00

Bus rides are always amazing with Haruna Darling!!!
we feel so comfy with each other, that the moment we board the bus,
we go to heaven, sleeping of course!!

I LOVE HER!!!
like 10 000 cushion piglets!!!!!!

2008-07-21T08:54:00.003+08:00

i cant wait to move in to our new flat!!
at bedok central :)
the best part is, the designing/layout/renovation,
whatever you call it, is all my selection!!!
and i simply cannot wait:D

2008-07-19T22:44:00.005+08:00

THE DARK NIGHT WAS JUST TOO AMAZING!!!!!
go watch it people,
something not to be missed!!!!!

somehow i just cant get the movie outta my head.
official fan of C.Bale & H.Ledger!!!
C.BALE is fucking HOTTT..
no wonder he suit the costume so much.
and no one could have done Joker better than H.Ledger.
not anymore too, cant believe this fellar is dead :(

BATMAN IS THE NEW SQUEAL :)

2008-07-18T09:37:00.000+08:00

i wanna do well in my UTs.
random i knoe,
just cannot help it!!!!

2008-07-17T09:09:00.002+08:00

Sorry for the lack of updates. alot of stuff happened though.

2 deaths in one day after another.
really affected my mood, esp when we know the person.
saddening that we cannot see them again forever...
hope you rest in peace,inshayallah!!

(ps: i went for the funeral on Tuesday night,
i had never seen someone lying there,
to be exact a dead body so close before your eyes
instant tears. and goddamn scary i tell you)

other than that,
school had been going fine
with loads of UTs over, yes OVER.
right now, awaiting UT4 and this semester will come to full-stop :)
gosh still am at a lose of words, when ppl ask me what i am gonna do?!
please dont stress us! we still have 1 more semester to go!!!

did i mention, about the make up thingey i went !!!
yea, i paid money!! plus 4 ce points.
no, i didnt go for the ce points, just curious about supposedly the skills :P
it was fun though, i learnt the smoky eye effect. damn cool la.
but i feel it suit more to the single eyelid ppl..
haha, and i made my sis the scapegoat to try the techniques!!!!
not bad la, her clown face turn somewat more clownier.
thats the best explanation i can give :)

so we are on this mission POSSIBLE.
a mission to get healthier perhaps.
AND we are actually FOLLOWING THE RULES btw :)
example is our fruit diet, jogging 2 times a week policy.
excitement lol. and yes i know the tiredness is going to add on majorly :P
thanks ESCRUADA :) i love the inspiration :)
what friends are for...

i came upon this, its funny :

so much about cumming in the mouth!
LOL!

2008-07-12T23:12:00.001+08:00

Basically, i have yet another pending tag:)
lol, can i like do i tomorrow?
Lazy liao :)

loves <3

2008-07-11T22:49:00.003+08:00

school is perfecto:)
how can it not be with ESCUADRA?!
loves many many.
many many.

anyways, i have a mission impossible ahead,
to start and finish watching BLEACH,
from episode 1-50 by this weekend!!!
strictly need to be followed since from my 2 seniors,
the masters, die-hard fanatics, assholes or whatever of Bleach.
CS- aka abarai renji
nasri aka kuchiki byakuya
major lols!!!

alrites, here with love for KUCHIKI RUKIA :)

a) Answer the questions below, do a Google Image Search with your answer, take a picture from the first page of results, do it with minimal words of explanation.
b) Tag 5 other people to do the same once you've finished answering every question.

1. The age you'll be on your next birthday:

2. A place you'd like to travel to:

3. Your favorite place:

anywhere, serene and peaceful ..

4. Your favorite food:

5. Your favorite animal:

6. Your favorite color:

7. Your favourite piece of clothing:

8. Your favorite song:

Lollipop by lil wayne

9. Your favorite TV show:

10. First name of your significant other/crush:

11. The town in which you live in:

Bedok

12. Your screen name/nickname:

13. Your first job:

14. Your dream job:

15. A bad habit you have:

too much of fastfood?!

16. Your worst fear:

17. The one thing you'd like to do before you die:

Haj Pilgrimage

18. The first thing you'll buy if you get $1,000,000:

Migrate away, from Singapore

TAG:
(i've skipped those, who had already done it :P)
ZACKIYAH
RAHIMAH
JANZ
NAFISAH

2008-07-11T15:56:00.003+08:00

TAKE IT EASY !!!
at least, the ABILITY to think is present, in the first place..
others though have the brains,
its rusty, filthy,shitty whatever it is,
over time soon it had lost that ability even.
oh how sad.aww. (*wipes the tears,feels sympathetic)

proper updates later <3
loads though :)

2008-07-08T18:42:00.002+08:00

alrights, as for the previous post.
ignorance will be bliss :)

besides that a shitty thing, which is not worth hanging on :)
there were so much which happened today..

today is Maisarah's Birthday!
HAPPY BURFADAE SWEETY :D
EVEN SWEET, IS GETTING ATTACHED ON THE SAME DAY :))))
thanx for the wonderful,delicious,sinful indulgence of the CAKE!!
not forgetting the ben&jerry's ICE CREAM!!
like i said sinful indulgence again!!!!!

as usual, i had to leave early after school.damn.
i miss being with my K-town plus Nessa:))))
kachaouing like no tomorrow :P

damn, its my Final theory test tomorrow
am prepared to fail anyway,
reason 1-never study
reason 2-external factors like lazyness to study, and lack of time for revision

hey fucker.
youareamalechauvinist.

2008-07-08T15:26:00.002+08:00

i'm upset very much,
over certain stuffs which happened today..
which made me ~~breakdown~~ in class.

its irritating, when i cannot pen down my ~~real~~ feelings,
simply because its not me to insult people directly,
right to the face.
or put it that, i cannot insult people to their face.
which is why maybe people can do so easily to me.
not caring about the impact they had left on me.

i mean i wont take it heart if you're my friend.
you can say anything you want, coz you have the rights...
but YOU are not my friend,
the least you can do is to be decent when others are around too rite?

why is it always me, targeted at?
the more i take it as a joke and laugh off,
the more insulted i feel.
ihatemyselfsometimes.

on a happier note,
Nasri Arieyanto, my boss,
got attached today!!!!
dude so happy for you :)
treat her nice, treat her well.
i know you would :D

2008-07-07T20:30:00.002+08:00

HANCOCK wif him,
Will Smith is oh-so-good :)
Charlize Theron is a hottie, pretty too :D
a very different super-hero movie,
compared to yes, spiderman batman or watever..
enjoyed, the action + will smith :))

guess, i'm gonna be plastic wif you...
get this, my love is not.
enough said!

2008-07-07T11:16:00.003+08:00

we're supposed to be studying in class,
too bad that world wide web, is always a disruption to concentrate,
so here's what i am doing now...

--> downloading movies(its rather fast, when i am in school :)

--> reading novels/short stories online (yeaps, its free)

--> checking out the universtity entrance requirements and degree programmes
trust me, my heart skips beat when i entered the site of NUS, tough nut to crack u noe!!

--> and course, active(to a certain extent) in class discussion,
i still need my A's ok!!!!

2008-07-06T15:34:00.003+08:00

it's my dearest sister's birthday today :)
she's 17 today, i just want you to know that i love you,
and may all your sweetest dreams come true on this special day darling :D

2008-07-04T21:55:00.002+08:00

its very disturbing,
something which i never thought would happen
never,ever.

what hurts more is that,
you can only look on,
and feeling totally helpless?!

hang on dearie,
you'll get through,
i know, i believe.

2008-07-02T20:52:00.000+08:00

POSTER EVALUATION OVER!!

it went on very well i should say.
even though i was so nervous of how it will turn out
only slept on 2.15am today, woke up back at 5.15am...
met the folks at 7.20 at woody, hearty mac breakfast :)

it was formal sight seeing in school la..
everyone were dressed their best for presentation..
and somehow, the most normal looking guy can also turn out to look good in formal.

Accessors turn out to nice people though.
a lot tend to ask about the future work,
what will we improve if we are going to repeat the whole study,
crazy ah, we slog so long to repeat again?
dumb question. we had to answer though,
remember our life and death depend on this FYP!!!

out of 6 accessors, there was only one dumb bitch!
who didnt even bother to let us explain,
keep asking why we are doing this project?!
ask the PI you asshole, if didnt bother to let us explain ,
just how are we gonna answer your dumb question!

i think she was abit Racist, cause she was so interested in the other team's presentation, listening to it like a fairy tale story-telling or something..
haiz, she spoilt our high-excited-moments la!
must have seen the look in Nari's face,
you-stupid-bitch-wait-till-this-is-over kinda, look!
anw, her name is JI-YING i think...
good luck to those accessed, going to be accessed by her :D

Pizza hut lunch with Haruna Dear :)
we slept like super shiok in 168 back home..
and all the way back at home too!!!

GOOD LUCK for all those presenting this sat..
and CONGRATULATIONS for those who are done with it :)

and Thank You to K-TOWN for their support and hard work,
this past few days especially :)
its over, yes yes, we still have G302..
our dads wont help us, we have to help ourselves!!
but till then, we can at least Relax rite?

okay, pictures... (turned out wonderful <3)

Presenting:K-TOWN :D

US + POSTER, the hero of the day :)

the dudes,all dressed up :)

the ladies, dressed nicer :P

Boss + Secretaries

2008-06-30T22:06:00.000+08:00

Saturdae
massive weekend, all drained for poster logbook & meetings.
how much more unfair can life get?
coming back to school last saturdae,
note the point, Saturdae!!!!!

while others were like probably sleeping their ass off.
here we are, panicking wif our poster xD
stayed in school till 7 pm to finish up the poster, and send faci the draft

Sunday
just when we happily thought that its OVER...
and we can print the poster,
shuan mailed us, to do another round of editing!
it was a sunday dammit, haiz.
i just feel like the gap between report and poster is too narrow
and even before we can recuperate from the report stress,
POSTER here, POSTER there, Everywhere!!!
haruna called me like when i was outside,
when u heard the news, immediated mood swing!!
what more was the stress, whether we would make it..and how.
hopefully, inshayallah.
i know, i can always cont on the K-town.
or at least the Bermuda tri minus me.

Today
so i guess, its only natural that we skip class today, :)
in order to complete the final poster, and hopefully get the green flag from shaun to PRINT.
god knows how, wif our presentaion on weds, and here we still not done!
and the bloody log book thingey, irritating shit.

met nasri, sarah and cs at mac for breakfast.
sarah, is sweet :)
they were waiting for me, i came at around 9.15
yes, a little late maybe.
sorry :P

~~slacked~~slogged in the library for our logbooks.
and yes, we were pissed.
apparently over something,
prefer to keep the details to myself.
we tried, you deny.
you are a turn off :)

thanks raj, for telling us the printing place :)
owe you to that :D

broccoli, carrots and Egyptian jokes are way getting humorous :D
nice, a laughter medicine to relieve poster stress :)

2008-06-27T14:56:00.002+08:00

POSTER MANIA.
increasing day by day.
please let ~~this~~ all be over

i would' be very thankful,
if everything goes well,
at least, for the next few days...
please.

proper updates soon :)
thanks :D

2008-06-25T21:53:00.003+08:00

lunch wif K-town at macdonald's :)
imagine eating, and laughing at the same time at nasri's lamest jokes.
possibility= you can choke and die!!!
lucky that did not happen though :)

& they were planning to kill me on my burfdae! ehem!
a bit too much eh, and planning rite infront of me some more la...
buggers, better get that care bears cake for me :P

ya did i mention?
there's his Care Bears limited edition cakes from Prima Deli!!
the cakes look oh-so-yummy la..
especially for a care bears fanatic like me
dont ask me what is care bears,
or comment about the girly shit all.
look at the pics, they are Adorable!!

Nice much? heeheh :D

2008-06-24T14:10:00.005+08:00

my most lovable company:D
i love them like 10 000 kallang rivers @-@"
*cs missing, missed :)

poster, needs to be chiong-ed
school tomorrow for fyp

somehow, your presence is not something i am looking forward any longer..

D-R-A-M-A here, there,everywhere..

2008-06-22T17:51:00.002+08:00

past few days had been going splendid,
must say, really splendid!
school will become such a bore if nasri and haruna are not there.
love love <3

i had to like go all the way to my faci's house to submit my report!
just because it was a massive 25mb. yaa i could not compress it.
tried all the ways i can, blame it one the powerpoint pictures
anw shaun stays in ORCHARD COURT, right in the heart of orchard.
lucky soul. wif this kind of pay..
i can only envy him xD

and i watched the much anticipated blockbuster hit!
DHASAAVATHARAM! alrites long name, i noe.
its OVERWHELMING!
i just cant seem to get the movie outta my head now!!!!
seeing one actor starring in like 10 roles, is not a small thing. seriously.
so ppl, DONT miss the it!
can i watch it again? company?

OMG.REPORT IS LIKE COMPLETED!

2008-06-17T10:58:00.002+08:00

its pure satisfaction & peace
gaga..no more mad-over-report sleepless nights!!
staring at the bloody screen for so many fucked up hours in not nice.
finally.finally.finally.

thanks to my dearest fyp team, yay we did it.
you may say, so did all the other teams,
but you see theres a difference.
we are the Bila Bila K-town Team!
insane.stupid yet smart ppl :D

Kung-Fu Panda wif the K-town peeps :)
+ nasri's brother & Kinder Bueno just for him :p

2008-06-13T21:33:00.000+08:00

people like you,
they'll say, soodu pottalum thiruntha jenmam, that kind.
i'll say, perhaps worst than that. end of story:D

oh so today was meeting wif faci.
i was just too happy at wat he said.
3000 word maximum.
aww so all the while,
i didnt need to worry about my words.
yessar,

alrites, if making me a joke makes you happy..
go on, laugh.

2008-06-12T00:05:00.002+08:00

i know i'm insane for blogging like continuously...
i dont care.

well i chatted wif Nick.
after a real long time...
he's still the same flirty,charmed one.
miss him really.
some stuffs we discussed, were indeed nice nostalgia...
wish him all the best, in his future endeavors :D

i just cant seem to hold back the tears sometimes

2008-06-11T23:33:00.002+08:00

this gloomy effect has been stuck to me..
really cannot concentrate to do anything. let alone report.
haiz, why am i feeling so shitty?!

sometimes one just cannot accept that,
certain things in life, cant be changed.
despite many desperate attempts,
even then, you are still stung by the bitter truth,
that nothing else can be done..
you just have to accept things the way they are..
what the point of wanting a palace,
when you're not living in a kingdom?

apparently, I just cannot accept the way,
my life had been controlled to be..
its like as if, the future had already been set upon,
and i am just going to go through it according to the timeline..
this is something much less than what I want in My Life.

haah, my life? nopes, its what I am in THEIR lives.forget it.

2008-06-11T11:29:00.002+08:00

SENTOSA on monday was total BLISS!!

oh wells, but i still hve not recovered from the effects....
yes i got burnt, sunburn of course, like african woman -_-
and my skin is peeling off, like snake skin or sumthin?!
damn damn,i hate this!!!!
to add on, i am now stuck with:
COUGH + FEVER+THROAT +BODY ACHE
thanx to the palawan effects :)

but nevertheless,
i think its all worth, esp after much much enjoyment with my dearest K-town + V :D
love you guys ;D

ok so, i am still dangling with my report half done..
hopefully i am done wif it by tomorrow..
oh ya, sch tomorrow and fri..
omg..after report i'm a free bird!!!
and i cant wait :))))

2008-06-06T16:38:00.002+08:00

i wish holidaes were abit more longer or something?!
hmpf, like 2 weeks is definately not enough!
not with our ~~sudden~~ planning to go for yet another trip :p
Malacca this time :D

shitto, my aunts and cousins are flying back tomorrow..
one month was indeed fast :o
gonna miss them loads and toads :(

Report in progress XD
hope to get done and over with it, LATEST by this weekend!!
inshallah

2008-06-05T22:53:00.003+08:00

godd report is real bitch!
its making me stick to my laptop like glue.
and yet i'm stoning half of the time..
seems like i am unable to put my thoughts,ideas into blardy words..
at least i am can revert back to doing work, everytime after stoning period.
stoning appears to be my rest time indeed,
another stupid thing i noticed,i cannot do my work if i have a web browser opened!
the temptation to surf the net instead of typing away like a mad woman,
is sometimes too hard to resist,
so here i am, BLOGGING :D

you behave as if you are the busiest fuck in the world...
apparently i dont give 2 fucks about you,
the sight of you, irritates me.
i hate the way, i have to keep everything to myself!!
shoo away shrewdy!!!!

2008-06-04T12:07:00.002+08:00

Hello!

Back from my sunway trip :D
must say that it was one of hell of a weekend!!
really enjoyed myself :D :))
the short getaway was really a get away from many unnecessary stuffs.

i love the way,
you do stupid things,
really stupid,
just to cheer me up :)
love you like i love nobody...

2008-05-29T21:24:00.002+08:00

i've been throwing up ever since i got home..
my head's hurting due to the constant throw ups..
feeling rather tired :(

can i sleep now and never wake up?

2008-05-27T21:59:00.002+08:00

Rosey feels she is very bad with words..
even the experts washed their hands saying,
my neuron connections are rusty @_@
and me, tried arguing that..
i am slow but steady,
experts condemn saying i am slow and slippery!!!
alas, ~~gone case!~~
i just mumbled to myself.
you just keep that mouth of yours shutt or shutted...

too much happened in this short day :(
if you-know-what-i-mean..

only thing on my mind now,
~~refuse to get reminded of fyp~~
saturday seems like ages away..
Sunway please.

2008-05-26T08:44:00.007+08:00

Indiana Jones was Awesome!!!!!!!
catch the movie ppl..
i wanna see the other parts too...
Adventurous indeed with Indy,
feels as if you are venturing out there itself...
interesting historical facts ,,
;
;
;
ended up with the hearts for Indy <3

i presume, most of us kenna this question la...
What you going to do after Poly?
Relax ppl, still got 6 more months...(reason to escape answering eh? :P )
but then again, when eventually time flies,
when the day comes, i am afraid i wont have a ready answer :(
alrite talk about Kiasu and all...we should really start planning ppl

i still have some questions unanswered in my list though:

- what will my pathetic GPA be?
-Can go Uni?
-if yes, what degree?
-if no..then how?
and bla bla...

whatever it is,
i am so gonna miss RP :(
& all the lovely faces whom i'm greeted wif :D
alrites kiasu much much...
6 more months ppl...
and trust me,
another similar entry then,
but much much Longer xD :D

2008-05-22T03:07:00.001+08:00

Logbook Completed as of 2.59 am :))

super tired,
super satisfied.

my heart goes hmmmmmmmmm.....
its the littlest ways of showing love,
which keeps me going for more :)
and you know that i love you <3

2008-05-20T09:27:00.002+08:00

its been almost a week since i last blogged.
pretty caught up wif UTs and FYP...argh!!!
killers..then again whats year3 without them?

so lets see,

-KALLANG site 1 completed
5 more sites before mission accomplished.

-yet to finish MISSION IMPOSSIBLE..
report report report..i'll be gone bapok surely

-LOGBOOK here and there, though not up-to-date ..

lastly, my class is getting into my nerves man,,,
wif the smarty wannabes, who would POSE questions just to get the grades
please la, we are not straight A students, now you even blardy want a share in our B's too?
buzz off assholes.....

2008-05-14T11:06:00.003+08:00

she had always been there,
and i didnt even bother anything about it
now she's gone like for ever,,
i've learnt now to appreciate small things in life coz,
you may never know when they are gonna be bygones,
just like that, in a flash...
Mashallah, hopes she rest in peace.

i was awarded a bloody C
first one. gone mood ready.
reason-> talking fast.
wtf, ccb. utter crazyness.

2008-05-12T10:27:00.006+08:00

Mother's Day Loves :)
For more years to come eh,
Love you Mummy シ

WEEKEND WAS FOOD BLAST!!!
here's where i went,,

Pizza Hut Dinner
Ice Cream supper
Turkish Delights Lunch
Late Night Coffee Shop Supper

on a random note,
it was the Bloody Man-U match going on at the coffee shop. derrr.
and when they ~~fuckers~~ won, i know i am going to face the 3 assholes who are so gonna screww the hell out of me. ..
well they did.argh.
it just made me hate Man-U more,
thanx ah assholes..
well at least you made me a more faithful Liverpool fan eh:)
enough said...talk after 21st k?
hmm....

shitto they are so gonna haunt me..

2008-05-09T21:33:00.002+08:00

SPEED RACER is out!!!!!
I wanna watch seh!
here the pictures..
amazing graphics too!!

2008-05-08T09:33:00.003+08:00

alrights,
Mother's Day is approaching....
and co-incidentally, i have 3 mummies around me
mummy dearest & my 2 lovely aunties in S'pore now
that means triple expenditure..
ok, think optimistic
showing more love :P

back to Mother's Day!!!
and clearly i am out ideas to on how to spend this day,
i have some options though..
nonetheless i wanna do something unique,
rather than the same old dinner and stuff,
so yea, i am thinking.
still blank xD

i had the sudden interest to learn cooking and baking!!!
real mystery, coz i hate kitchens in general..
maybe thats why my mum have a no-entry for me there
so i cannot do cooking experiments in my house!!! damn.
any kind souls can help me, so that i can achieve my so called passion eh :)

2008-05-06T15:34:00.002+08:00

i ♥ you for who you are,
i want you to be who i want..

2008-05-06T10:09:00.003+08:00

hmmm lets take a look at my modules & my attendance,

Laboratory Management -> 0 skipped

Drug Discovery and Deveolopment -> 2 skipped

Pharmacotherapy and Pharmacy Practice ->1 skipped

Pharmaceutics -> 2 skipped

as you can see where i am heading too....
!!!!!!NOWHERE !!!!!!!
and i am least glad @_@

coming all the way to woodlands still,,
then half way through the journey,
haruna : deii, i dont feel like going school la
me: no no, study study ( like i am hardcore student like that)

at interchange meet shakthee,
shakthee:i dont wanna go class, can we skip?
haruna:can can, skip skip
me:hmmmm, skip la skip la

its the instant mood which gets suddenly activated to SKIP !!!
just like today, hehe
nonetheless, we still have a cause ok!
FYP like i said yesterday....
alright, i promise to be back on study track...
really really!!! and also get the other 2 asses not to skip!!

2008-05-05T22:37:00.004+08:00

HDB Selection turned out great :D

& it was due to this i couldnt come school yea
kinda missing school already
how can i not, its like year 3...
i dont wanna skip unnecessarily
earning good grades is the only thing in my mind!!!
not forgetting my fyp, @_@
see how its going, i have a feeling that my faci is going nuts over us
shitto.shitto.
its time to show some love for fyp
or at least try. aww

oh and i have to mention about the UT on friday man.
yesh i did on paper. due to some crap technical error.
at least we were still allowed to refer to lappie eh
test was supposedly easy, and noticed i could write much faster than typing
thanks to my o level lit training, but, i still have to type for 7 more UTs,grrrrr
pharmaco tomorrow, and i am gonno study nowww
hopefully i can pull through,
not with a HUGE C, but at least a B please :))
insha allah :D

2008-05-04T22:24:00.001+08:00

IRONMAN!!!!!!!

crazy :)
crazy :p
crazy :D
4 stars if you ask me,
not bad for a first-timer movie
though i still have the, i prefer-transformer-feeling,
donno why, but still, since this is only the introductory film for Iron Man
nice nice.

2008-05-02T13:49:00.004+08:00

howz the feeling of fallling sick for 4 consecutive days!!!???
irritating.
But at least, we are enjoying all the time, much that i careless about my dumb BUT persistent Flu!

OH,
AND AT LAST,
mY FLYER-WISH CAME TRUE!!!!!
AWESOME, is what i can say!!!
absolute scenery BLISS

i very much want to upload the pictures,
but its not wif me now..
so later :D

2008-04-28T09:23:00.003+08:00

and the weekends were just too blissful for me,
for once my house is like noisyyy with my little cousins running here and there,
its like seeing montessori kids gone mad or something
nevertheless i had No heart to come school,
i am missing them already
just cannot wait to go out with them,
and not forgetting my dearest aunty,
after 3 years,seeing them again is like love born new again?!
like finally they make their way to s'pore....
after so much pressure!!!
i might skip tomorrow too,
heheh just spending some time with them...
love love :D

2008-04-26T20:59:00.001+08:00

Alritezzz, Fridae was definately something.....
though i enjoyed my time, i did feel worried...
deep down i know, i dont want to see you guys in that state....
shiok for you, but scary for someone who looks upon....
haha, but some experience la
temptation is hard to control by eh :p

Daddy brought us for dinner at jalan kayu roti prata!!!
besides the longg wait, the prata was just too delicious,
and we wished him burfdae at the stroke of 12 :D
Daddy dearest was soo paiseh la,
hehee, i told him special treatment , only today!!!
should have seen his face ,
it was mum who ask me not to make fun of him even on his BURFDAE!!!
xD thats one reason why i love fridaes man!!!!
<3

2008-04-24T14:13:00.002+08:00

Great la, now that you got some Bloody company,
YOU can just march in to create Trouble!
Nice :D

it does not take us long,
to react back....
BUT than, whats that make us different from ~~DOGS~~ You?
Grow up Bitches, act a bit more mature.....
all you know, is to Blow nothing into Everything!!!!!
if you just cant Shut yourself up,
might as well just go and give free blows alrite Honey:D

As for my Sunshine,
i have something for you,
You are one of the greatest thing, i have bumped into in life..
I will never let anyone take advantage of you..
What you need to do is to stand up for yourself,
an always remember,
You can count ME in :)

2008-04-23T20:32:00.000+08:00

on a random note, Jonas Brothers songs are quite nice...
very dreamy indeed :D

my mini shopping today was gooood
like finally, i found where i can get my shoe size!!!!
hush hush, it shall remain my little secret :))
some slippers, a pair of new shoes, neww bag....yea after soo long i knowww!!
actually i wanted to splurge more, who doesn`t u tell me??
anw had loads of funn wif you todayy :D
<3

2008-04-22T09:12:00.003+08:00

that oh-so-nice feelings just excites me,
like come on thats just what every girl wants in a relationship,
but of course, i ~~don't~~ expect everyday to be like this..
very much glad if I can maintain this fer sometime,
before it wears off shortly,
then the rough road,
and all the ups and downs again...
hmm, maybe those who had been in a relationship..
exactly know what i am going through :D
but nevertheless i just love you
nvm if you irritate me, really :D

2008-04-20T19:14:00.001+08:00

i am just plain LAZY to update...
forgive me.(bows)

mushi mushi.

2008-04-16T20:41:00.001+08:00

*shouts of joy*
fer passing my BTT :D
never expected though,thanx to Dad fer testing me:D
cant wait to start learning , much still driving :p

*~iTs mY eNchaNteD taLe~*

Happy 3rd Year!!! :)

OMG.REPORT IS LIKE COMPLETED!

~iTs mY eNchaNteD taLe~